What to write????

So, life has been busy. Way too busy almost….
For the past week, I have been thinking a lot about what I wanted to blog about last week, but well, last week turned into this week. I only slept 4 hours last night, so I promised myself that tonight, I’d go to bed by 10:30pm…that’s in just 9 minutes.

A lot of personal stuff has been going on in my life. Because it’s personal, I’ll spare you, my readers, the details. But all my thoughts and frustrations came down to two things; God knows my number & I’ve been listening. That’s it. Everything else is on the outside and virtually unimportant. What’s important is that I follow God’s will for my life….and God tells me that. He judges the thoughts and intents of my heart. Period.

One cool thing that happened this week, was reconnecting with some of my team mates from my Russia Trip with Teen Mania in 1997…yes, 13 years ago! But really, if you’d been on that trip, you’d know that we created this really unbreakable bond. It’s been really neat to reconnect on facebook with some of these great people. It brought back many memories, but the greatest memory it brought back was that everything I’ve done in life since, stems from that month of my life when I was 15. If I hadn’t gone, I won’t be where I am today. I’m positive about that. I learned more about myself and my God than I ever thought possible. And those things have kept me focused.

I guess this brings me to life right now. What am I focusing on? What’s important? God’s heart. That’s it. God talks to me personally because I have a relationship with Him. I follow Him. End of Story…or maybe not…it’s the really just the beginning….

I have never felt the way I did in Russia until today; totally relying on Him to help me take the next steps. Yes, I’ve followed God’s call for my life….but at times I’ve been distracted by people and what they will think of my decisions. I’ve also had to make really hard decisions in life. Recently, ones that not everyone in my life supports. But today, I finally felt free because I made a decision to step out in faith, all my trust in Him alone. Something really great is in the works, but I just can’t quite tell you yet…not even a hint. I know, how mean.

I guess that’s my blog….my thoughts from the past two weeks finally on paper…or online…ok, written.

So, go ahead. Dream…dream in faith, knowing that when you dream & have His heart beat, you are instopable! Come on, I dare you…dream…have faith…in Him….A friend of mine once told me that I had incredible courage….Now I pass that on…You, my friend, have incredible courage….Go change the world….

hoping to inspire someone to be inspiring…

K